It should be late or not at fucking all.

Oh yeah, I’m fat and disgusting. My best friend has even told me so, it’s why he doesn’t hug me.

rottingvitals:

get skinny

skip meals

suck in your breath walking past cookie/cakes stores

close your eyes when you see donuts at the gas station

walk away when you see mom put sweet food on the table

say “no thankyou” if offered anything sweet

eat lunch alone to avoid any added calories intake

drink water, stick with water, water is your bestfriend

NEVER say yes to any offered food without knowing the calories

just breathe

and survive

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I haven’t used this blog in months. But I’m back not. Not that any of you missed me.

Food. Haha

Okay,

Yes, both of my parents know that I am trying to lose weight. They both desperately want me to lose weight; they know I am too fat.

I don’t really have a set exercise routine, because I like to mix it up a bit. I don’t like doing the same thing everyday. Most of the time however it will include jogging and/or ab crunches.

Soo many people have made comments about my weight. I hate how fat I am, and so do a lot of other people apparently.

I’ve been busy so here’s day 5 & 6

I want to lose this weight because I want to not have to look in the mirror and feel disgusted in myself. I want to be able to dance freely and not have fat get in the way when I’m trying to lift my leg or jump high. I want to get rid of just another reason for my family to pick on me. I want to look good and not be that fat loser. I want to stop hating myself. 

Honestly I don’t know why I binge. I guess it’s just because I get bored easily, then go to food for amusement. I hate food. But I can never stop eating it.